Hello again! I don't really have much to say in this blog post other than i've written a poem, i'd say enjoy but it isn't the happiest of poems, it was difficult to write without getting choked up. But, I am more than what happened to me and i'm a stronger person because of it. Thank you for reading
But I was
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I lie there frozen with fear,
As his hands glide over me.
Our breathing I can hear,
Why can no-one see?
I'm too young to know,
And I cant understand.
Inside i'm screaming no,
Yet it seems this is planned.
Paralyzed with confusion,
I lie down and take it
I don't like intrusion,
But I can't seem to break it.
I try to pull away,
I don't think this is right.
He says it's okay,
He ruined me that night.
When it came to an end,
I already felt criminal.
I had to pretend.
That I wasn't miserable.
But I was.
-Jenna Clarkson. 2019